Monday, August 17, 2009

心理测验

昨晚,一位朋友以手机传来了封心理测验。那是一个我很久前玩过的心理测验,也不太记得是测些什么了。想了一阵子,我做出了以下的回答。心理测验(填充):

1.
2.伟杰
3.良正
4.诗咏
5.
6.说好的幸福呢
7.突然好想你
8.我会好好过
9.我还想她
*1和5需填写异性的名,2,3,4填写朋友的名(男女都行),6,7,8,9填写歌名。 

1你爱的人
2关心你的人
3了解你的人
4你的幸运星
5你喜欢但又不能在一起的人
6形容1号的歌
7形容5号的歌
8你的想法
9你平时的感受  

这样的一个测验,究竟有多准呢?我的测验结果是,5还真的是我喜欢但又不能在一起的人,7也还真的是刚好对她的感觉。1是我爱的人?6是形容1号的歌?不敢多想…朋友说如果1不是她就代表我不认真做测验,哈哈!对于现在的我,喜欢不一定要追求,只要她开心就好。我还是喜欢现在的感觉。8是我的想法,我会好好过,还蛮符合现在的我。9是我平时的感受,我还想她。也对,我还是常常会想起她。  

一个无聊的心灵测验,却意外令我更加地看清自己。 

Emo *金句*

1.勇气 
最大的勇气不是战胜了强大的敌人,而是突破了内心的自己。

2.今天 
人可以拥有很多个昨天,看不见尽头的明天,但永远只有一个今天。    

3.珍惜 
往往当我们珍惜某些东西时,其实正是逐渐地失去它;当觉悟时,才哀叹自己不懂得珍惜。   

4.失去  
人应要为失去而感到开心,因为失去让选择更多、未来更美好。        

5.过去 
过去的美好是因为人的怀旧,当现在成为过去,现在也就成为美好的回忆。 

6.机会 
人错失的机会,永远比得到的还要多;把握的机会,永远比得到的还要少。  

7.拥有  
人极少会为自己所拥有的感到庆幸,但却常为别人所拥有的心生羡慕。

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Sick...

Just knowing that my junior fell sick again le

Absent for today lesson and tomorrow also i think

Dunno why her antibody so nOob ><

Always lose to virus and bacteria

Hope that she may recover soon and be strong

So that wont so easily get sick le

Wish can see her at school soon =>

Hate L.O.A. !!!

Recently, i really lost my patience towards this type of people - L.O.A people. May be someone will ask, what meant by L.O.A. ? Well, this type of people is what we called lack of attention people. How we consider a people is L.O.A.? People who lacking of attention usually has a few symptoms :
1. will trying 2 catch people attention all the time by doing some annoying thing
2. will think that the whole world need 2 follow their way to go on
3. easily envy 2 someone which sparkling than them
4. behave like a childish and foolish
5. betray their friends and always try 2 spoil their friend good name
6. doing something without thinking, brainless

There are some obvious symptoms that normally a L.O.A. people will did. In my life of time, i never meet a people like that. Better late than never, i witnessed it in this few months. I'm hard to say that, she is my friend which i treat her with true hearts. However, i won't feel any sadness for now because i really have enough for it.

I never saw this before. Did u ever seen a people like 2 keep 'kao pe' without any contribution? May be her attitude is like that, but the worst is she like to crapping nonsense behind without 'filter' it through her brain. I would like 2 say sorry 2 God because it really a resource waste.

She didn't realized that more and more people started 2 keep away from her and discussing about what she did. Congrats i want 2 say because this L.O.A. people was success doing what she want. Unfortunately, people will only remembered her silly action. Did u ever seen a people sending message to friends around just to spoil a friend name? We are in a same group of friends but she did so, luckily 2 say the victim not me.

If a people is rational, he or she will think once before doing an action but not L.O.A. people. L.O.A. people always eager people 2 follow her ways in everything although honestly 2 say she didn't not has any contribution. This fact is obvious and clearly saw by many peoples. I think that she is the only one who don't know this. Naive? I don't think so.

If a people is good enough, automatically people will put their intention on you. But L.O.A. people wouldn't not think that way. In their point of view, they will always do something 2 catch people attention. A lot of weird and childish thing they will think and do. May be blogging 2 express her imagination is one of the way i think. Or talking something bad behind her friend.

Luckily, nowadays we had retired and finally can more concentrate on our study. We also wont had much chance 2 organize activity together anymore. Although i am very dissapointed with her, but sincerely i hope she will realized and change one day. If she willing and change it, we are always friends.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

《心,解锁》…

最近,朋友们都把我和K扯在一起。他们都说,我喜欢她、在追求她,但都被我否认了。我对她好,因为她是我的学妹;我照顾她,因为我把她当成妹妹般看待。我的举动,难道就那么地令人怀疑吗?

凭心而论,现在感情对我来说就像是个泥沼。我好不容易才慢慢地从之前的泥沼里爬上来,真的不想再让自己深陷下去。换句话说,我害怕受伤害、也在自我保护。感情是件美好且开心的事情,但同时也极度容易让人崩溃。有朋友问我,你不会偶尔觉得寂寞吗?会啊,但想回起感情的苦,我宁愿选择像现在这样。常和我一起喝茶的朋友,都说我爱把心房锁起来。真的是这样吗?

在感情方面,我承认受之前阴影的影响,自己不再像以往那么勇敢,会有很多的顾虑。以前会很努力地追求自己的幸福,现在不会了。所以,每当朋友问到是否喜欢K时,我都会否认。我没去认真地想过,因为有或没有对我来说都是一样。既然如此,我觉得没必要去搞清楚。我对她的感觉是,会比较在意她,想看到她,和她一起的感觉是舒服的。对她的了解,可能并没多深,但她是个讨人喜爱且聪明的小女生。我喜欢K?不想去多想。我和她现在的关系已经足够了,并不想求变。甜蜜的回忆,就让它藏在心里,反正也没很多。

这一篇部落格,就是我内心世界的真实想法。我知道有点像鸵鸟,但鸵鸟也是在自我保护…