Suddenly realized that i already one month didn't update my blog. Still one month to go, for me to finish STPM. After that, my form 6 life is END. What i should do after that? Actually i have a lot of plans playing in my brain, yet i never tell others.
Tomorrow, is a important day for me. Tomorrow is my last economic tuition class. That means our form 6 syllabus is finish. I still remember last year when i start joining Ms.Lim tuition class but now come to the end. One and the half years actually passed very fast. She is a good teacher, not just only good in teaching but in all the way how she treated her students.
Besides, another teacher i like the most is my history teacher, Pn.Dana. Although some of the people thought she was fierce and strict, but for me she is good and kind. It was so lucky to be her student, because she treat her student VERY VERY good! I know that sometime my friends was jealous too. HAHA...
I think this really my last post before STPM. Add oils ya all my friends! Jia you jia you and beat STPM!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
近7心声……
离开部落格已经好一段时间了。
在这短短的几个月内，许多人、事、物也将随之改变，这也称为人生。每回想更新部落格，也不知要从何下手。简单的，随性的，以近7心声概括我最近的生活。
1.星期六晚上和一位好久没联络的朋友聊电话，我们从凌晨12点多聊到5点多，从天聊到地。与麻吉聊天，总是有种温馨又舒服的感觉。我喜欢这种感觉，也很珍惜她这一位知心好友。
2.近期电影，我重点推荐Tsunami，一部尝试新突破的韩国电影。运用鲜明的拍摄手法，简练且不累赘，带出变化无常的人生。在海啸与死亡降临之际，才发现原来她是你最珍惜的人……
3.最近多了个妹妹，可是对她却不像对之前的妹妹那么地百般呵护。虽然我和她都少联络了，但她还是无法被替代。嗯，我也会好好地对现在的这一个妹妹，做一个好哥哥。
4.当别人说她的负面时，我会为她澄清、挺她；当某件事情有两个版本时，我选择相信她。我有否喜欢她并不重要，我只想维持现状，一切顺利自然。喜欢一个人不一定要和她在一起，因为表达爱的方法不单单只有在一起而已。
5.拿了成绩，论付出和收获而言，我应该满足了。但实际上，我仍然不满意。虽然都比之前付出得多，但我知道依然不足够，不足够达成我的目标。
6.看见某些人，就会觉得很有压力，觉得自己付出得太少。我很努力地回到从前，回到从前的那一个国泰，但仍然有些差距。与朋友的竞争，与自己的决斗，我必需胜出，才不会有任何的遗憾。
7.最近都较少和她联络，之前刻意不找她，因为自卑心作祟，觉得自己和她有很大的距离。她仍然是以前的她，只是我不再是以前的我罢了。终于明白，有一种喜欢人的方式叫自我增值。而我，选择了这一种方式，牺牲当下，期望明天。
在这短短的几个月内，许多人、事、物也将随之改变，这也称为人生。每回想更新部落格，也不知要从何下手。简单的，随性的，以近7心声概括我最近的生活。
1.星期六晚上和一位好久没联络的朋友聊电话，我们从凌晨12点多聊到5点多，从天聊到地。与麻吉聊天，总是有种温馨又舒服的感觉。我喜欢这种感觉，也很珍惜她这一位知心好友。
2.近期电影，我重点推荐Tsunami，一部尝试新突破的韩国电影。运用鲜明的拍摄手法，简练且不累赘，带出变化无常的人生。在海啸与死亡降临之际，才发现原来她是你最珍惜的人……
3.最近多了个妹妹，可是对她却不像对之前的妹妹那么地百般呵护。虽然我和她都少联络了，但她还是无法被替代。嗯，我也会好好地对现在的这一个妹妹，做一个好哥哥。
4.当别人说她的负面时，我会为她澄清、挺她；当某件事情有两个版本时，我选择相信她。我有否喜欢她并不重要，我只想维持现状，一切顺利自然。喜欢一个人不一定要和她在一起，因为表达爱的方法不单单只有在一起而已。
5.拿了成绩，论付出和收获而言，我应该满足了。但实际上，我仍然不满意。虽然都比之前付出得多，但我知道依然不足够，不足够达成我的目标。
6.看见某些人，就会觉得很有压力，觉得自己付出得太少。我很努力地回到从前，回到从前的那一个国泰，但仍然有些差距。与朋友的竞争，与自己的决斗，我必需胜出，才不会有任何的遗憾。
7.最近都较少和她联络，之前刻意不找她，因为自卑心作祟，觉得自己和她有很大的距离。她仍然是以前的她，只是我不再是以前的我罢了。终于明白，有一种喜欢人的方式叫自我增值。而我，选择了这一种方式，牺牲当下，期望明天。
Friday, September 4, 2009
Lazy... lazy...
Yesterday, i took my PA paper 2 and MUET writing exam. For me, the exam was still ok because i still can answer all the questions. At night, i went for fustal until 1am something. After that, i went 'lim teh' with my best friends until 3am something. Oh my God... >< haiz...
Actually i plan to study the whole day today. But may be due to yesterday night activity, i'm damn tired today. NO mood to study... CHAM! Next weeks is a important week, need taking Sejarah(dunia&Islam) paper, Makroekonomi and BM paper 2. None of the paper is easy. Damn...
I had received my first birthday present yesterday, from a girls. Haha ^^ Thanks a lot for the present because it really a big surprise for me. So touching when open and saw the present.
Outlook of my first present for this year
Opened it slowly and carefully... see i so 'xi xin'
WaOooo....is a MP4... surprise!!!
Suddenly feel so touching le...
Wan to tell her that i like it very very much ^^
I found a resit inside...think is the most expensive birthday present i had received
Don't worry.., i will appreciate it for the whole life ^^ Thx loh
Actually i plan to open it on my birthday but early opened it because really want to know what inside this small green box. Besides, i seldom saw people wrapped present with A4 paper also. At first, she told me is another thing and i really believe with it. May be she looks too trustworthy gua...because i won't admit that i easy to cheat. Again, i been cheated by her when i opened it. Really a big big big surprise leh ^^I still remember last time i said that she don't know how to give people surprise but now i already received 2 surprise from her.
Back to reality, trial exam was just started but i still dare to let myself relax for this whole day. i just can say, 'Good luck to you, kok thai'. Hmm... Hapi Birthday to Me also ^^
Actually i plan to study the whole day today. But may be due to yesterday night activity, i'm damn tired today. NO mood to study... CHAM! Next weeks is a important week, need taking Sejarah(dunia&Islam) paper, Makroekonomi and BM paper 2. None of the paper is easy. Damn...
I had received my first birthday present yesterday, from a girls. Haha ^^ Thanks a lot for the present because it really a big surprise for me. So touching when open and saw the present.
Outlook of my first present for this year
Opened it slowly and carefully... see i so 'xi xin'
WaOooo....is a MP4... surprise!!!
Suddenly feel so touching le...
Wan to tell her that i like it very very much ^^
I found a resit inside...think is the most expensive birthday present i had received
Don't worry.., i will appreciate it for the whole life ^^ Thx loh
Actually i plan to open it on my birthday but early opened it because really want to know what inside this small green box. Besides, i seldom saw people wrapped present with A4 paper also. At first, she told me is another thing and i really believe with it. May be she looks too trustworthy gua...because i won't admit that i easy to cheat. Again, i been cheated by her when i opened it. Really a big big big surprise leh ^^I still remember last time i said that she don't know how to give people surprise but now i already received 2 surprise from her.
Back to reality, trial exam was just started but i still dare to let myself relax for this whole day. i just can say, 'Good luck to you, kok thai'. Hmm... Hapi Birthday to Me also ^^
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Post before TRIAl ><
Trial exam is coming. I think this is my last post before trial. Same as usual, exam bring me a lot of pressure and i think it is same to others. I just hope that i could achieve the targets in my mind. I no need a very good results but at least not too bad. I know that it is very difficult for me to achieve 4As' in STPM but i will try hard and never give up.
My birthday is coming also. Unfortunately, this year birthday fall on my trial exam. Sigh >< Special thanks to those who wished me last year. Shi yong, Yee chian, Mei ying, Shy miin, Mun jie, Wee wen, Jean yi, Wei wei, Teng ann, Ker wei, Huei ying, Sok kuan, Pei chi, Junn terng, Kai wen, Si wah, Pea woon, Wei shan, Lee ping, Yin yuin, Cai yi, Zhen yi, Kai han, Bao jia, Sher li, Poh yen, Sheen Jze, Wai mun, Chor yau, Jean nie, Chia khuan, Sern tat, Xue ying, Ying yi, Kwee wen, Ying jie & Kin keuw. It was really happy and comfort when received wishes from friends. ^^
Finally, i want to remind my junior what she said. At the same time, i hope she will have the chance like Chia Heng, always feel so proud with his foster. Hope so, but i konw that it needs a lot of sacrify.
Haix... study... But after i leave form 6, i know i will damn miss FORM 6 LIFEs.
*I promise that i will never let myself regret. *
My birthday is coming also. Unfortunately, this year birthday fall on my trial exam. Sigh >< Special thanks to those who wished me last year. Shi yong, Yee chian, Mei ying, Shy miin, Mun jie, Wee wen, Jean yi, Wei wei, Teng ann, Ker wei, Huei ying, Sok kuan, Pei chi, Junn terng, Kai wen, Si wah, Pea woon, Wei shan, Lee ping, Yin yuin, Cai yi, Zhen yi, Kai han, Bao jia, Sher li, Poh yen, Sheen Jze, Wai mun, Chor yau, Jean nie, Chia khuan, Sern tat, Xue ying, Ying yi, Kwee wen, Ying jie & Kin keuw. It was really happy and comfort when received wishes from friends. ^^
Finally, i want to remind my junior what she said. At the same time, i hope she will have the chance like Chia Heng, always feel so proud with his foster. Hope so, but i konw that it needs a lot of sacrify.
Haix... study... But after i leave form 6, i know i will damn miss FORM 6 LIFEs.
*I promise that i will never let myself regret. *
心，侧写
昨晚与朋友一起喝茶，谈了一些关于他感情的事。逃避，是因为你还在意着。我说了这样的一句话，但自己却忽略了好久。
不知从什么时候开始，我对自己说不想再见到她，也不想邀约她出来。我心想，一切顺其自然，若有缘的话3、5、7年后再偶然相遇也不错。这样一个奇怪的想法，像似领悟到了什么大哲理，其实不然，我只是在逃避。我跟本无法顺其自然，甚至限制着自己的想法。我不想见到她，是因为我在逃避，因为我还在意。
以前，当我不开心时都会习惯性地找她倾诉；不知从什么时候起，我开始压抑着自己不再找她，把烦恼都藏在心里。我怕她当时心情也不好，为她增加烦恼；我怕她正忙着，不太方便；我怕和她的世界不相同，彼此会有隔核。其实，我都知道这一切只是给自己的借口，我一直都在逃避。我知道我和她并不是同一世界的人，我知道我和她并不可能，我也知道我配不上她。说穿了，我在她面前变得自卑。我曾经很相信，真心可以胜过一切，但事实证明是我太天真了。她家庭富有，条件出众，身边也从不乏追求者，我真的自觉高攀不起。曾经美好的回忆，对我来说可能就是最好的回报了。我不懂为何我会这样的懦弱，对不起。
感情应该要拿得起、放得下，但偏偏我是个很难放下的人。我尝试放下，学习着如何放下，也开始见到效果了。我知道既然已做出了选择，就不应该再拖泥带水。我是个不太喜欢改变的人，但也是时候作出改变了。
不知从什么时候开始，我对自己说不想再见到她，也不想邀约她出来。我心想，一切顺其自然，若有缘的话3、5、7年后再偶然相遇也不错。这样一个奇怪的想法，像似领悟到了什么大哲理，其实不然，我只是在逃避。我跟本无法顺其自然，甚至限制着自己的想法。我不想见到她，是因为我在逃避，因为我还在意。
以前，当我不开心时都会习惯性地找她倾诉；不知从什么时候起，我开始压抑着自己不再找她，把烦恼都藏在心里。我怕她当时心情也不好，为她增加烦恼；我怕她正忙着，不太方便；我怕和她的世界不相同，彼此会有隔核。其实，我都知道这一切只是给自己的借口，我一直都在逃避。我知道我和她并不是同一世界的人，我知道我和她并不可能，我也知道我配不上她。说穿了，我在她面前变得自卑。我曾经很相信，真心可以胜过一切，但事实证明是我太天真了。她家庭富有，条件出众，身边也从不乏追求者，我真的自觉高攀不起。曾经美好的回忆，对我来说可能就是最好的回报了。我不懂为何我会这样的懦弱，对不起。
感情应该要拿得起、放得下，但偏偏我是个很难放下的人。我尝试放下，学习着如何放下，也开始见到效果了。我知道既然已做出了选择，就不应该再拖泥带水。我是个不太喜欢改变的人，但也是时候作出改变了。
Monday, August 17, 2009
心理测验
昨晚，一位朋友以手机传来了封心理测验。那是一个我很久前玩过的心理测验，也不太记得是测些什么了。想了一阵子，我做出了以下的回答。心理测验（填充）：
1.
2.伟杰
3.良正
4.诗咏
5.
6.说好的幸福呢
7.突然好想你
8.我会好好过
9.我还想她
*1和5需填写异性的名，2,3,4填写朋友的名（男女都行），6,7,8,9填写歌名。
1你爱的人
2关心你的人
3了解你的人
4你的幸运星
5你喜欢但又不能在一起的人
6形容1号的歌
7形容5号的歌
8你的想法
9你平时的感受
这样的一个测验，究竟有多准呢？我的测验结果是，5还真的是我喜欢但又不能在一起的人，7也还真的是刚好对她的感觉。1是我爱的人？6是形容1号的歌？不敢多想…朋友说如果1不是她就代表我不认真做测验，哈哈！对于现在的我，喜欢不一定要追求，只要她开心就好。我还是喜欢现在的感觉。8是我的想法，我会好好过，还蛮符合现在的我。9是我平时的感受，我还想她。也对，我还是常常会想起她。
一个无聊的心灵测验，却意外令我更加地看清自己。
1.
2.伟杰
3.良正
4.诗咏
5.
6.说好的幸福呢
7.突然好想你
8.我会好好过
9.我还想她
*1和5需填写异性的名，2,3,4填写朋友的名（男女都行），6,7,8,9填写歌名。
1你爱的人
2关心你的人
3了解你的人
4你的幸运星
5你喜欢但又不能在一起的人
6形容1号的歌
7形容5号的歌
8你的想法
9你平时的感受
这样的一个测验，究竟有多准呢？我的测验结果是，5还真的是我喜欢但又不能在一起的人，7也还真的是刚好对她的感觉。1是我爱的人？6是形容1号的歌？不敢多想…朋友说如果1不是她就代表我不认真做测验，哈哈！对于现在的我，喜欢不一定要追求，只要她开心就好。我还是喜欢现在的感觉。8是我的想法，我会好好过，还蛮符合现在的我。9是我平时的感受，我还想她。也对，我还是常常会想起她。
一个无聊的心灵测验，却意外令我更加地看清自己。
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