昨晚，一位朋友以手机传来了封心理测验。那是一个我很久前玩过的心理测验，也不太记得是测些什么了。想了一阵子，我做出了以下的回答。心理测验（填充）：
1.
2.伟杰
3.良正
4.诗咏
5.
6.说好的幸福呢
7.突然好想你
8.我会好好过
9.我还想她
*1和5需填写异性的名，2,3,4填写朋友的名（男女都行），6,7,8,9填写歌名。
1你爱的人
2关心你的人
3了解你的人
4你的幸运星
5你喜欢但又不能在一起的人
6形容1号的歌
7形容5号的歌
8你的想法
9你平时的感受
这样的一个测验，究竟有多准呢？我的测验结果是，5还真的是我喜欢但又不能在一起的人，7也还真的是刚好对她的感觉。1是我爱的人？6是形容1号的歌？不敢多想…朋友说如果1不是她就代表我不认真做测验，哈哈！对于现在的我，喜欢不一定要追求，只要她开心就好。我还是喜欢现在的感觉。8是我的想法，我会好好过，还蛮符合现在的我。9是我平时的感受，我还想她。也对，我还是常常会想起她。
一个无聊的心灵测验，却意外令我更加地看清自己。
Monday, August 17, 2009
Emo *金句*
1.勇气
最大的勇气不是战胜了强大的敌人，而是突破了内心的自己。
2.今天
人可以拥有很多个昨天，看不见尽头的明天，但永远只有一个今天。
3.珍惜
往往当我们珍惜某些东西时，其实正是逐渐地失去它；当觉悟时，才哀叹自己不懂得珍惜。
4.失去
人应要为失去而感到开心，因为失去让选择更多、未来更美好。
5.过去
过去的美好是因为人的怀旧，当现在成为过去，现在也就成为美好的回忆。
6.机会
人错失的机会，永远比得到的还要多；把握的机会，永远比得到的还要少。
7.拥有
人极少会为自己所拥有的感到庆幸，但却常为别人所拥有的心生羡慕。
最大的勇气不是战胜了强大的敌人，而是突破了内心的自己。
2.今天
人可以拥有很多个昨天，看不见尽头的明天，但永远只有一个今天。
3.珍惜
往往当我们珍惜某些东西时，其实正是逐渐地失去它；当觉悟时，才哀叹自己不懂得珍惜。
4.失去
人应要为失去而感到开心，因为失去让选择更多、未来更美好。
5.过去
过去的美好是因为人的怀旧，当现在成为过去，现在也就成为美好的回忆。
6.机会
人错失的机会，永远比得到的还要多；把握的机会，永远比得到的还要少。
7.拥有
人极少会为自己所拥有的感到庆幸，但却常为别人所拥有的心生羡慕。
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Sick...
Just knowing that my junior fell sick again le
Absent for today lesson and tomorrow also i think
Dunno why her antibody so nOob ><
Always lose to virus and bacteria
Hope that she may recover soon and be strong
So that wont so easily get sick le
Wish can see her at school soon =>
Hate L.O.A. !!!
Recently, i really lost my patience towards this type of people - L.O.A people. May be someone will ask, what meant by L.O.A. ? Well, this type of people is what we called lack of attention people. How we consider a people is L.O.A.? People who lacking of attention usually has a few symptoms :
1. will trying 2 catch people attention all the time by doing some annoying thing
2. will think that the whole world need 2 follow their way to go on
3. easily envy 2 someone which sparkling than them
4. behave like a childish and foolish
5. betray their friends and always try 2 spoil their friend good name
6. doing something without thinking, brainless
There are some obvious symptoms that normally a L.O.A. people will did. In my life of time, i never meet a people like that. Better late than never, i witnessed it in this few months. I'm hard to say that, she is my friend which i treat her with true hearts. However, i won't feel any sadness for now because i really have enough for it.
I never saw this before. Did u ever seen a people like 2 keep 'kao pe' without any contribution? May be her attitude is like that, but the worst is she like to crapping nonsense behind without 'filter' it through her brain. I would like 2 say sorry 2 God because it really a resource waste.
She didn't realized that more and more people started 2 keep away from her and discussing about what she did. Congrats i want 2 say because this L.O.A. people was success doing what she want. Unfortunately, people will only remembered her silly action. Did u ever seen a people sending message to friends around just to spoil a friend name? We are in a same group of friends but she did so, luckily 2 say the victim not me.
If a people is rational, he or she will think once before doing an action but not L.O.A. people. L.O.A. people always eager people 2 follow her ways in everything although honestly 2 say she didn't not has any contribution. This fact is obvious and clearly saw by many peoples. I think that she is the only one who don't know this. Naive? I don't think so.
If a people is good enough, automatically people will put their intention on you. But L.O.A. people wouldn't not think that way. In their point of view, they will always do something 2 catch people attention. A lot of weird and childish thing they will think and do. May be blogging 2 express her imagination is one of the way i think. Or talking something bad behind her friend.
Luckily, nowadays we had retired and finally can more concentrate on our study. We also wont had much chance 2 organize activity together anymore. Although i am very dissapointed with her, but sincerely i hope she will realized and change one day. If she willing and change it, we are always friends.
1. will trying 2 catch people attention all the time by doing some annoying thing
2. will think that the whole world need 2 follow their way to go on
3. easily envy 2 someone which sparkling than them
4. behave like a childish and foolish
5. betray their friends and always try 2 spoil their friend good name
6. doing something without thinking, brainless
There are some obvious symptoms that normally a L.O.A. people will did. In my life of time, i never meet a people like that. Better late than never, i witnessed it in this few months. I'm hard to say that, she is my friend which i treat her with true hearts. However, i won't feel any sadness for now because i really have enough for it.
I never saw this before. Did u ever seen a people like 2 keep 'kao pe' without any contribution? May be her attitude is like that, but the worst is she like to crapping nonsense behind without 'filter' it through her brain. I would like 2 say sorry 2 God because it really a resource waste.
She didn't realized that more and more people started 2 keep away from her and discussing about what she did. Congrats i want 2 say because this L.O.A. people was success doing what she want. Unfortunately, people will only remembered her silly action. Did u ever seen a people sending message to friends around just to spoil a friend name? We are in a same group of friends but she did so, luckily 2 say the victim not me.
If a people is rational, he or she will think once before doing an action but not L.O.A. people. L.O.A. people always eager people 2 follow her ways in everything although honestly 2 say she didn't not has any contribution. This fact is obvious and clearly saw by many peoples. I think that she is the only one who don't know this. Naive? I don't think so.
If a people is good enough, automatically people will put their intention on you. But L.O.A. people wouldn't not think that way. In their point of view, they will always do something 2 catch people attention. A lot of weird and childish thing they will think and do. May be blogging 2 express her imagination is one of the way i think. Or talking something bad behind her friend.
Luckily, nowadays we had retired and finally can more concentrate on our study. We also wont had much chance 2 organize activity together anymore. Although i am very dissapointed with her, but sincerely i hope she will realized and change one day. If she willing and change it, we are always friends.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
《心，解锁》…
最近，朋友们都把我和K扯在一起。他们都说，我喜欢她、在追求她，但都被我否认了。我对她好，因为她是我的学妹；我照顾她，因为我把她当成妹妹般看待。我的举动，难道就那么地令人怀疑吗？
凭心而论，现在感情对我来说就像是个泥沼。我好不容易才慢慢地从之前的泥沼里爬上来，真的不想再让自己深陷下去。换句话说，我害怕受伤害、也在自我保护。感情是件美好且开心的事情，但同时也极度容易让人崩溃。有朋友问我，你不会偶尔觉得寂寞吗？会啊，但想回起感情的苦，我宁愿选择像现在这样。常和我一起喝茶的朋友，都说我爱把心房锁起来。真的是这样吗？
在感情方面，我承认受之前阴影的影响，自己不再像以往那么勇敢，会有很多的顾虑。以前会很努力地追求自己的幸福，现在不会了。所以，每当朋友问到是否喜欢K时，我都会否认。我没去认真地想过，因为有或没有对我来说都是一样。既然如此，我觉得没必要去搞清楚。我对她的感觉是，会比较在意她，想看到她，和她一起的感觉是舒服的。对她的了解，可能并没多深，但她是个讨人喜爱且聪明的小女生。我喜欢K？不想去多想。我和她现在的关系已经足够了，并不想求变。甜蜜的回忆，就让它藏在心里，反正也没很多。
这一篇部落格，就是我内心世界的真实想法。我知道有点像鸵鸟，但鸵鸟也是在自我保护…
凭心而论，现在感情对我来说就像是个泥沼。我好不容易才慢慢地从之前的泥沼里爬上来，真的不想再让自己深陷下去。换句话说，我害怕受伤害、也在自我保护。感情是件美好且开心的事情，但同时也极度容易让人崩溃。有朋友问我，你不会偶尔觉得寂寞吗？会啊，但想回起感情的苦，我宁愿选择像现在这样。常和我一起喝茶的朋友，都说我爱把心房锁起来。真的是这样吗？
在感情方面，我承认受之前阴影的影响，自己不再像以往那么勇敢，会有很多的顾虑。以前会很努力地追求自己的幸福，现在不会了。所以，每当朋友问到是否喜欢K时，我都会否认。我没去认真地想过，因为有或没有对我来说都是一样。既然如此，我觉得没必要去搞清楚。我对她的感觉是，会比较在意她，想看到她，和她一起的感觉是舒服的。对她的了解，可能并没多深，但她是个讨人喜爱且聪明的小女生。我喜欢K？不想去多想。我和她现在的关系已经足够了，并不想求变。甜蜜的回忆，就让它藏在心里，反正也没很多。
这一篇部落格，就是我内心世界的真实想法。我知道有点像鸵鸟，但鸵鸟也是在自我保护…
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Hearts
Yesterday nite, i hav a class gathering wit my 5S1 friends. Im happy to meet wit them again after quite a long time din meet with each other. Our life is different, college life and form 6 life. Many of them will go for further study overseas soon. So, this is our last gathering before they go chasing their dream. I really appreciate it very much. Thx guys... especially Marcus cauz he organized this activity for us. For those who will going further study soon, i will pray for u all ^^ GAmbateh ya friends. At the same time, i oso will study hard and chasing my dream in local uni. So, v must work hard together loh...
Recetly, many things happened consecutively. Major of them are unhappy stuff. I make my mum worried for the 1st time due to my skull thing. She scold me but i know she was very worry bout me. But mum, u must blieve ur son dat he is unbeatable. I promise wont make you worry anymore. Im damn tired with those gossip and rumours. Who started to spread all of this, they knew it. I hope that, pls stopped it when it havent too late. Our form 6, is like a war now, but is a silent war. I wish 2 stopped it so i din do any revenge until now. YY, KS, SY, u all know wat im thinking, thx ^^
Luckily, i still have my last property- my juniors. They are my motivation and the ppl who make me standing until now. My sejarah juniors,mte juniors and my lovely juniors, thx a lot. They all understand wat situation they all facing now but they din influenced by those stupid stuff. But i know, sumtime they are unhapi too. However, im proud of them. Prove it out dat u all can make it! Another junior, who bring a lot of prob 2 me sumtime, yet im still blive and care bout her. I hope i wont judge wrong ppl not beacause i blieve wit my choice but i blieve wit u. Sumtime when i emo, she will bring me some hapi elements. Thx thx thx ^^ Nxt week is our skull prom, she is my partner and i hope we will enjoy it very much.
MTE days just left 10 days only. I start 2 woorry bout their task. Although this is a normal feeling but i really hope they can success this activity. And i know, u all will make it! Sumtime i think, quarrel, gossip, spreading rumours all this is for wat act? For me, all of this is meaningless. I know i cant do anything on it, hope ppl doing wat i wish, but sincerely i hope they will stop the war and bring peace back.
Recetly, many things happened consecutively. Major of them are unhappy stuff. I make my mum worried for the 1st time due to my skull thing. She scold me but i know she was very worry bout me. But mum, u must blieve ur son dat he is unbeatable. I promise wont make you worry anymore. Im damn tired with those gossip and rumours. Who started to spread all of this, they knew it. I hope that, pls stopped it when it havent too late. Our form 6, is like a war now, but is a silent war. I wish 2 stopped it so i din do any revenge until now. YY, KS, SY, u all know wat im thinking, thx ^^
Luckily, i still have my last property- my juniors. They are my motivation and the ppl who make me standing until now. My sejarah juniors,mte juniors and my lovely juniors, thx a lot. They all understand wat situation they all facing now but they din influenced by those stupid stuff. But i know, sumtime they are unhapi too. However, im proud of them. Prove it out dat u all can make it! Another junior, who bring a lot of prob 2 me sumtime, yet im still blive and care bout her. I hope i wont judge wrong ppl not beacause i blieve wit my choice but i blieve wit u. Sumtime when i emo, she will bring me some hapi elements. Thx thx thx ^^ Nxt week is our skull prom, she is my partner and i hope we will enjoy it very much.
MTE days just left 10 days only. I start 2 woorry bout their task. Although this is a normal feeling but i really hope they can success this activity. And i know, u all will make it! Sumtime i think, quarrel, gossip, spreading rumours all this is for wat act? For me, all of this is meaningless. I know i cant do anything on it, hope ppl doing wat i wish, but sincerely i hope they will stop the war and bring peace back.
是非(13.07.2009)
是是非非、真真假假随着社会的进步愈来愈难分辨出来了。虚情假意、口是心非逐渐取代了以诚代人、真心真意。最近，我在生活里见证了这一切我并不太愿意接受的现实。交情不错的朋友，原来是在背后放暗箭的那一个;表面上嘻嘻哈哈的朋友，原来心里还是无法放得开某件事;嘴里老是挂着为大众好的口号，其实是最自私的那一个。这也只是冰山一角，但确实令我感到痛心。真诚的对待，得到的是好朋友在背后抹黑自己，见面时却称兄道弟，不禁佩服那些面具带得出神入化的朋友。我确实是很失望，但又能怎样呢？唯有配合地和他们称兄道弟？和带着面具的朋友相处，真的很不好受！我讨厌这一切，同时也知道自己无法阻止，就顺其自然地接受它。不过，我决不会让自己成为面具的上等阶层，因高攀不起。对我的抹黑，我也不会特意去为自己说话，就让大家的眼睛来证明。我不是一个帅气的人，但也不须要靠面具对待他人。
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